[text: “I like my ex girlfriend’s (who also happens to be my best friend) older sister. She’s six years my elder and it’s illegal. Here are some pretty words I want to tell here but never will: You’re so beautiful. I’m sorry you have a shitty boyfriend. I feel like such a cliche every time I mentally say I would treat you better [than he does]. That doesn’t mean I don’t mean it [any less] though. I want to kiss you on the bridge of your nose and cheeks. I want to hold your hand in secret. I like when you talk about “dorky” things. I’m sorry you feel alone now that you’re away from college, and I hope [our] somewhat friendship make you feel less alone - and more loved.”]